It’s tough knowing that the one person you want to lean on; is the person that hurt you. You feel angry at yourself for allowing yourself to be supported by them. It’s confusing when I can enjoy spending time with them but then don’t know whether I feel great when they leave. I feel sorry … Continue reading One Step
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Day 14-16/42
Wow these last few days have been a little stressful. I've started to really struggle to wake up in the mornings and then struggle to stay asleep; which is a pain as I need to ensure I get a decent night's sleep for the next working day. Wednesday & Thursday I got to work a … Continue reading Day 14-16/42
Sitting Struggles
Recently there was a beer festival at my local rugby club and sadly I couldn't attend due to lack of seating. Apparently most people sit on the grass or stand, neither of which I could do for a long period of time. In fact the last time I tried to sit on the ground, I … Continue reading Sitting Struggles
First Night Out Post Op
I've been struggling to pick myself up. I've been feeling pretty disappointed and to be honest on a bit of a downer. I don't cope very well with illness/sickness - give me hip pain any day....well you know what I mean?! With hip pain it doesn't affect my energy as much or my love of … Continue reading First Night Out Post Op