Feeling disheartened..

I feel like I can’t leave weeks without another blog post but I also don’t want to write something just for the sake of it. I want to feel proud about my writing and know when I put time and effort into it, other people hopefully enjoy it too, and sadly at present I don’t feel that way.

I have written my last post completing my Palma series, I just never uploaded it, I don’t want to conclude on it; as I personally don’t have anything else to write about. I feel like I wanted to use this platform to share experiences, life updates and discuss important controversial topics, that perhaps don’t get discussed often enough. However, it is becoming pretty depressing just how many terrorist attacks are happening in a weekly basis, so much so that once I have completed one post, I’ve got more attacks to write about.

Sadly discussing terrorism, will never stop, until the fighting stops and that doesn’t seem likely anytime soon. Everyday there is another news article about terrorism, my heart drops and I feel so let down by the world I live in but sadly it seems to be getting worse not better. And writing about it, no longer makes me feel like I am being a voice for anyone, in fact to some degree I genuinely do fear that I could make my home country/town a target and for that, I feel I have no choice but to stop. I also feel disheartened that at present I will never be able to write a conclusion on any of my terrorism posts

So for now I feel I have lost my path. There isn’t much to update on my hip replacement really, nothing really going on!! I do have plans for a few more solo trips; perhaps I could turn this blog into discussing my new adventures, as I want to try and keep it happy and positive. Unfortunately, for now I don’t feel like I’m in the right headspace, any recommendations would be appreciated!!

Until next time…

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